I am about 50 years old and I live on a 24/7 basis for my Owner for almost five years.
I am flogged every day, when I wake up I have to get naked, I got my nipples pierced and I get down on all fours over the bed to receive no less than a hundred lashes in the back. After that I lie on my back, with my belly up, my Owner pulls off the nipples clamps twisting hard, and whips the nipples about 50 times. After that, I kiss him, grateful, put the clamps again my aching nipples, and then I get on all fours again, to be whipped on the other side, to have the clamps torn out again with cruelty and flogged on the bruises and sores nipples again.
We cover the bed with a waterproof cover, before the beating, because I've bled countless times.
I tell you that I wake up excited every morning to know that I will be whipped.
We love the routine of beatings. Sometimes, when we have more time or on weekends, the beatings are bigger and crueler.
When my Owner is especially disposed and excited he has already given more than 2000 lashes in a single day.
The beatings are only for his delight, not mine. My only pleasure must be to serve him.
He lets me enjoy it about four or five times for years, only when he decides. I can only cum when he tells me to.
When he decides that I have to cum, he announces how many lashes I'm going to get that day and, before the beating, he orders me to masturbate while he whips me.
I had to learn to get the erection and ejaculate being flogged, he just stops beating when I ejaculate.
After cleaning the sperm, he gives the beating he has established, hundreds of lashes without mercy. He says he feels special pleasure in whipping me after my enjoyment, to make it clear that spanking is for his pleasure, not mine.
I feel horny for knowing that I am his fucking animal, his toy and slave. More than the beatings, what excites is the surrender, the acceptance resigned and obedient to his cruelty.
When I surrendered to him, other dominators said no SM relationship remains hot after two or three years. They said that over time, the routine turns all relationships into vanilla. I assure you that ours continues to grow in the cruelty and violence of beatings.
I'm more in love and happy than ever.
I think it is important to give this testimony so that other animals like me can bet on the truthful delivery and the life of bondage and service they have always dreamed of.
Do you feel the same?